17 June 2012

Story of a Fatherless Daughter :((

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Excerpted from my entry to Mommy Fleur's Father's day Promo ..

So where do I begin... It's actually gonna be another FATHERLESS DAY FOR ME so at first I was hesitant to join here coz this PROMO requires a touching Father and Daughter moment . But here I am ... trying :)) It's been 20 years since my Dad left us and I'm 20 now. You got it! I've never seen my dad since I was a child (what a cry baby) I don't know the reason why he left us. I always ask my Mom but I always leave her speechless. It has been my dream to meet my Dad and I told myself, I'm going to look for him the moment I graduated high school and show him all my achievements! (bet, he's gonna be really proud of me) I finished high school and now College and still no father with me. I thought I can use the power of technology that we have nowadays but I was wrong! Well, there was an incident wherein I looked for his name "Joel Feliciano" on Facebook last year and voila ! There was a match not only that we have common friends on FB and he's been to lived in Tatalon !!! He must be the one ! I added him .. He accepted my request and right there and then I took all the chance to break the ice. I open the chat box.. there's his name! so, I typed some words .. He replied and we got comfortable with each other I then popped some unexpected questions.

Me: Tumira po kayo sa Tatalon di ba?
Him: Ah Oo
Me: My kilala po kayong Cora? Cora Dela Cruz po
Him: Si ate Cora yung matarey?
Me: Sya nga po.
Him: Bihira ko lang syang makita kasi nta masungit yun eh

(Bihira pero nakabuo kayo ng bata)

Me: Hmmm... Mama ko po kasi sya.
Him: Ay ganun! Pasensya na sa pagdedescribe ko.. Pero masungit tlaga sya di ba?
Me: Opo .. hndi mapagkakaila

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Him: di ka na nagreply? Bat mo nga pla ko natanong?
Me: (My heart was pounding) Alam nyo po, hndi ko po kasi nakikita tatay ko mula pagkabata eh.. Nung tinanong ko po c mama kung ano pangalan ng tatay ko sabi nya Joel Feliciano daw po. Hinanap ko po sa FB tapos nag-appear kayo .. may mga common friends din po tayo at tumira kayo sa Tatalon kaya inisip ko ... Kayo po siguro tatay ko :'( Pareho pa tayong singkit..

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Me: Kayo po ba ang tatay ko?
Him: Imposible... Sabi mo 20 kna db? Eh 36 plang ako eh saka hndi ko tlaga nakasama mama mo , nkakasalubong lang pero hndi kami magkakilalang talaga.. Bka naman kapangalan ko lang?
Me: (Bumabaha ng ng luha sa eksenang ito) Hndi ko po guguluhin pamilya nyo... Gusto ko lang po mabuo pagkatao ko. Kapangalan? Lahat po tumutugma sa inyo pano nangyari un? Jr. po ba kau ? Baka yung tatay nyo (Sr.) ang tatay ko? (At nakuha ko pang mag-joke)
Him: Imposible tlaga...
Me: Hndi ko po kayo pipilitin pero nakakaiyak lang pong isipin kc nagexpect ako na ito na.. ito na ung buong buhay kong hinihintay na chance... hndi pla :'(((
Him: Ang ganda ganda mo para maging anak ko.. cguro pag nagkita kayo ng tatay mo magsisisi sya at iniwan ka. Mag-aral kang mabuti at wag kang sumuko na hanapin tatay mo ha!
Me: Salamat po.. Nakakahiya naman tong ginawa ko. Pasensya na po kayo sa abala ah .. baka mamaya makasira pa ko ng pamilya... sorry po ulit...

** Hindi ko alam kung ayaw nya lang ba tlaga akong akuin kc nga may pamilya na sya o biktima lang sya kc ibang pangalan binigay ni mama... pinakita ko kay mama ung mga pictures nya sa FB .. sabi nya hndi daw un tatay ko kc kamukha daw nun c Lito Lapid. Ang lupit maglaro ng pagkakataon noh? Parang nung time na yun pakiramdam ko pinaglalaruan ng mundo ung nararamdaman ko.

Marami pa kong madramang nobela .. Pag nagkita tayo, isshare ko sayo ang kabuuan. Pprintsceen ko rin ung conversation namin sa FB :)) (Inassume ko na tlaga na ako mapipili eh no) By the way, I always read your blog and I'm planning to send a picture of my cute niece to join your "This kid is it"

---- Jocelle Dela Cruz
Law Student from PUP/ The creative mind behind the blogs:
Loquacious Vixen - http://iamjocelledelacruz.blogspot.com
MamCee -
http://ilovemamcee.blogspot.com
The Legally Blunt -
http://thelegallyblunt.blogspot.com



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